In an army uniform, captured
in black and white,
you remind me of a guy I used to know.
I never knew you,
but like my soldier, you would rather
have been shot in the leg
than leave the woman you loved.
You were not alive
long enough to know
I am like you.
You wrote Grandma dozens of sane letters
from the insane asylum she put you in,
realizing too late
she married you for money,
War was easy,
but her shrapnel made you lame,
left you with a scar
that would not cease
to throb. Rope around your neck
did not sting as much as rejection.
He left me.
So did you.