Deathwatch
by Nazarena Washburn


Because the dying are commonly cocooned
In untainted waiting-rooms
I've never smelled death in its true form
Measured wasting of organs
Powerless limbs unheeding of bodily requests
Insubstantial skin and rheumy eyes
Making me squeam

In an older time or a lesser place
The waiting would be unoriginal
The occasion would be for re-collecting
Grand deeds and lesser courtesies
As I distractedly stroked your husk
Because no one should die
Without being touched
And held or spoken to with loving words

This is my terminal gift to you
Because I have no other
Your gift is to remind me
To shelve daily observances
And occasionally stare at life's rawness
Because at the end
The stench of dying is the only truth





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